Monday, June 8, 2009
okies. ii am fcuking tired ob life. sch's been very BORING today. fcuking tired. ii really need a break.. relationship problems, study stress. fcuked up. how ii wish ii can jump down from der building and end my fcuking life now. zzz.
EDITED.
after sch, went amk hub wit leong seng.
thn, bused home.
in my heart, ii was hopping ii could see him there.
yet, ii was wrong..
am ii a very bad gurlfren?
experienced many feelings.
heartache,
disappointment,
sadness,
all were experience in this instance.
at tat moment,
ii couldn't help but break down & cry.
tears couldn't seem to stop no matter how hard ii tried to control it.
are my expectations ob him too high?
ii guess, ii had to get used to these heartbreaks.
since everything was all my fault to start wit..
ii wanna say sorry and die now.
sorry tat ii couldn't be a good gurlfren to euu.
because ii was never meant to be,
loved.
5:12 PM
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