Sunday, February 8, 2009
been having intense headache these few days. der headaches usually come around at night.. and it makes miie lose my sleep.. ii hate headaches...
ytd night, quarrelled wit dar again.. on der verge ob a break up alr.. dun understand why, things always goes wrong when its nearing der period to my exams. or happen during my exam periods. it just gives miie no mood to study at all. ii still remembered wat e told miie. " ours was a simple relationship in der start. it was euu who made it so complicated.. " perhapes, everything was my fault to begin wit.. now tat ii treasure euu, treasure all der time euu spent wit miie, euu dun seem to love miie as much anymore.. der 5 months ii spent to win euu back, made miie realised how important euu all to miie.. to miie, ii think tat ii have given my 100% into this relationship alr.. if euu still wan to break, ii wun have to regret nort giving my 100% to euu.
in our quarrels euu may always be der winner..
ii may be der loser..
but tat does nort bother miie..
becus ii knew ii love euu.
tats why ii bother letting euu win..
perhapes euu have nort realised this..
but whenever we quarrel, ii am der first to apologised.
it doesn't feels good in my heart..
but do ii have a choice since ii made der choice to love euu?
euu said euu hate people to hang up ur calls..
but do euu noe wat ii hate people doing to miie??
euu will never noe fer ii will never say..
becus ii will never wan to upset euu in any way.
cousin came my house today. adults played mahjong.. ii played wit my cousin.. snake and ladder.. wahahas.. been so long since ii played board games.. pictures ob her abit blur.. cus she kept moving.. dun wan let miie take... hahas...
10:31 AM
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