Tuesday, August 19, 2008
went to sch at 9 today.. to study fer my c maths.. last minute study.. didn't sleep last night.. was waiting fer his msg throughout der night.. yet, he didn't reply.. think ii will flunk my c maths paper.. hope can pass.. need lots ob luck.. after exam went to zhen dong's house.. brought him food.. he locked his house door.. ii couldn't enter.. my leggs were full ob blisters from tat stupid shoes.. ii guess he doesn't wan miie to go his house le bahhs.. who would wan a lunatic at your house door?? ii am tre-passing isn't it?? hais.. left your lunch outside your door.. heat it before euu eat kayys..
nth left to say.. he doesn't care abt miie anymore.. ii feel so alone.. so desperate fer love.. if ii can, ii choose to die now.. ii dun wanna live to a long ripe age without him.. ii will continue staring at der blank wall.. hoping tat it would talk to miie.. ii realie wish it would.. need someone so badly now.. but he ain't coming back to miie.. he dun care anymore.. do my life or death still matters to him?? ii seriously dun wan to think anymore.. can't stop thinking.. ii hate myself..
after tml, euu wun see miie anymore.. ii am so damn foolish.. doing things fer euu since ii tot it would melt your heart.. instead wat ii gort?? mrs khoo jia wei.. hmm.. nice one... KHOO ZHEN DONG euu reallie win liaos.. euu had your revenge.. are euu satisified now?? euu hurt my heart time & again.. ii noe ii had hurt euu in der past.. so this is revenge to miie isn't it?? euu wan miie to experience der heartaches euu felt in der past.. so this is how euu love a person.. NICE!!! so NICE!!! thanks fer your advance birthday gift.. driving miie nuts is your dream isn't it?? its your goal.. ii give euu n KHOO JIA WEI my blessings.. euu wun get to see miie ever again.. & dun regret your decision..
when a good gurl goes bad..
4:42 PM
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