Saturday, August 16, 2008
ii couldn't sleep last night.. been thinking ob him again.. cried throughout der night.. ii am tired ob this kinda life.. ii didn't want to cry.. but whenever ii think ob der happie memories we had.. tears couldn't help but drop from my eyes.. ii am upset.. because euu said it was miie who made euu heartless.. its my mistake ii didn't treasure euu enough.. its my fault fer changing euu into this heartless guy.. so heartless tat ii almost couldn't recognise anymore.. as ii am typing this post, tears are still falling down my cheeks.. ii desperately wan euu back.. but euu just wouldn't return to miie.. ii reallie wun make der same mistake alr.. wat must ii do fer euu to believe miie?? to return to miie??
ii called euu at 8 in der morning.. ii cries into der phone.. yet, euu didn't seem interested in talking to miie.. ii wanted euu to come.. ii feel so lonely.. euu didn't wan to come.. after euu hung up, ii ran outta der house, onto der main road.. silently, ii began to cry.. crying fer euu..
All my life I had built up a fantasyof the perfect man.
Countless romance stories and fableshelped make that fantasy a reality in my mind.
Searching for that fantasy lead to manydisappointments.
Reality made it clear that there was no such man.
And as the years went by, the fantasy startedto fade away, until I met you.
I had almost given up on the fantasy untilmy fantasy became reality,that reality became you.
went to get anti depression pills wit my godmother after tat.. mummy dunnoe abt tat.. didn't wan her to worry.. god mother also helped miie kept a secret..
9:31 PM
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