Thursday, August 14, 2008
my life is no longer as happie as it used to be.. euu taught miie der feeling ob love & jealousy.. ii reallie hate myself fer feeling jealous whenever euu bring gurls back to your house.. ii wanna be gracious.. yet, somehow iijust couldn't.. been neglecting my studies fer euu.. ii dun wan to do tat either.. ii wish euu were back.. back into my life..
went to his house in der afternoon.. euu weren't at home.. brought lunch fer euu as usual & went to clean up your house.. maybe people will think tat ii am being stupid.. wat fer doing all these when we have alr broken up?? but, ii feel so satisfied.. helping my love one clean his room.. clean his house so tat his mother wouldn't have to do so much housework.. but ii hardly clean my house... cus gort maid clean.. =.= ii admitted.. ii treated euu fer granted.. after euu told miie so many times.. it was like ii rmb a while thn ii treated euu fer granted again.. ii am a stupid gurl who dun treasure euu.. but ii assure euu, if euu give miie tis last chance to love euu, ii will.. ii wan to make your life as happie as it could be.. ii begg euu fer this chance.. ii wanna whisper into your ears, ii love euu.. and ii will love euu till der day ii drop dead & die.. love euu till ii grow old.. (if tats possible) my fate depends on your ans on sunday..
wanna thank jun xiang.. he had been my kor since ii was secondary one.. he spoke to miie today.. ii feel alot better alr.. but still, ii can't get over him.. after all, these memories couldn't just be erased over time.. ii had too much happie & fun memories wit him..
counting down to 17th august..
lonely..
8:11 PM
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