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Sunday, August 10, 2008

wasn't feeling too good this morning.. was having breathing difficulties.. ii think der bad weather is to be blamed.. today was quite boring.. hmm.. had my lunch, watch tv, sleep.. =.= miss him so much today.. yet, ii didn't have der courage to msg him.. ii am afraid tat ii am being too much ob a disturbance to him.. after all, he has too many gurlfriends.. and, ii am just one ob them now..

a poem to depict how much euu are wanted in my life..

wanting..
lasting..
to be held,
to be loved,
to feel warmth,
to feel your beating heart..
wanting to be sheltered from der cold,
heartless winds.
falling into invisible arms..
into an abyss ob love..
wishing..
hoping..
tat all my desires will be filled..
my desires ob loving warmth..
wanting to be held..
comforted,
loved..
dreaming ob passionate embraces,
ob tender loving kisses..
loving words..
romantic night..
waiting fer undying love..

life is der same boring life ii once used to had.. der meaningless life ii once lived.. der world ob black & white.. it was euu who brought in colours to my life.. it was euu who gave miie der courage to love once more.. and now euu are gone too.. gone with der wind.. and everything was miie to be blamed.. ii hate myself.. ii hate my life.. ii live fer der sake ob living.. ii wanna die so much... because, ii reallie hate myself fer being borne.. borne into this world to hurt your heart.. if ii wasn't borne, euu would be much much happier without miie.. euu wun be hurt by miie.. and perhapes euu would have steaded wit jia wei long long ago.. ii reallie hate myself..

i am sorry fer der things ii had done..
ii am sorry fer hurting euu..
ii am sorry fer being born..
ii am sorry fer nort appreciating euu..
ii am sorry fer threatening euu..
ii am sorry fer lying to euu..
ii am sorry fer treating euu fer granted..
ii am sorry fer everything ii had done to hurt euu..
ii hope euu will come back to my life once more..
and give miie one last chance to love euu.. to care fer euu..
ii swear upon der lord jesus,
tat if euu were to come back to miie one my birthday..
ii would nv hurt euu again..

counting down to 15th sept.. death day..

lonely..


-- because ii knew ii was never important to you. 9:37 PM9:37 PM

~th princess~

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schooling at nanyang polytechnic, business informatics.
once attached to mr khoo zhen dong.


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