Friday, August 8, 2008
woke up at 11 today.. rushed to his house to buy him porridge.. was worried tat his stomach was still unwell.. sweep his floor and packed his bed.. after tat ii rushed to school.. skipped c maths because ob my diarhoea.. was having diarhoea since last night.. so ii didn't sleep well.. drank too many bottles ob yakult.. had my accounts lecture & business com ica 4.. it was tough.. ii didn't reallie finish der paper.. nort enough time.. thn ii felt like shitting halfway through der paper.. had to tolerate.. thn tolerate until ii dun wan shit le.. =.= so lame right.. didn't felt like eating much.. maybe due to effects ob der panadol.. see food wanna vomit...
to euu:
ii noe its my fault things went this way..
ii wun bring anymore friends to your house le..
she went wit miie tat day because ii wasn't feeling well..
euu may think tis is my excuse..
but ii can joll well tell euu it is nort..
ii brought fish porridge fer euu because my mummy told miie it has alot ob nutrition..
ii noe watever ii do euu will still treat miie coldly..
yet, ii dunnoe why..
ii just wanna be good to euu..
ii noe ii had treated euu fer granted in der past..
so ii wanna treat euu nice now..
to let euu feel my love fer euu..
ii dun reallie now how to show my love..
and ii think der only thing ii can do..
is to clean your room & buy porridge fer euu..
its nort tat ii wanna threaten euu by ending my life..
but ii just can't help it..
ii dun wanna live a life without euu in my life..
life is so meaningless fer miie..
ii have so many things ii wanna tell euu..
but it seems like euu are too busy wit your life to entertain miie anymore..
a life without miie..
counting down to 15th sept.. death day..
lonely..
8:42 PM
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