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Wednesday, August 6, 2008

ii went to his house at around 7.30am tis morning.. went to take care ob him since he ate der pills fer miie.. but we ended up doing smth else.. he was feeling so much better alr when ii came.. ii hugg him & fell asleep with him.. woke up & went to bathe tgt.. after tat we went to eat at sun plaza.. we dine in at cavana.. luckily he didnt vomit out wat he ate.. thank god..

after tat went back to his house to rest.. euu asked miie why ii am so upset.. ii didn't wan to tell euu.. but now ii am telling euu.. while euu were msging your "daughter".. ii happen to glance over & saw her msg to euu.. she actually said. i love euu. didn't ii say tat if euu found a stead euu must tell miie?? didn't euu agree to it too?? furthermore, euu kept msging her as if ii am invisible.. am ii reallie invisible to euu??

ltr on, euu went to meet alan, jason, jia wei etc.. left miie at home.. ii was waiting fer euu all along.. ii wanted to watch der anime.. wit euu.. but euu were nort there, so wat fer ii watch alone?? its was until around 7 tat der sky began to darken, ii felt so afraid staying in your house by myself.. it was dark & creepy.. worst still, its der 7th mth ghost festival.. my mind began to imagine things.. ii prayed fer euu to return to miie as soon as possible.. yet euu did nort.. ii wanted to phone euu but ii didn't have der courage to get my phone from my bag.. so in der end, ii dashed outta der house.. went to your house downstairs der bubble tea shop there to sit.. sitting there, ii felt so much better.. at least, there were passer bys & ii am nort alone.. when ii returned to your house, ii was so happie to see euu there..

euu asked miie to wait till 11 feb..
ii will wait..
but if euu are attached by then..
life would be meaningless fer miie too..
and ii noe euu wouldn't stop miie frm dying anymore..
because euu alr had eye fer another gurl..
ii regretted all tat ii did to hurt euu..
ii hate myself fer destroying my own happiness..
yet there is nth ii can do fer euu to return to miie anymore..
ii would like to tell euu..
how much ii love euu..
how much ii want euu..

lonely..


-- because ii knew ii was never important to you. 11:13 PM11:13 PM

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